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Monday, March 26, 2018

End Goal Update: March 26, 2018

Weekly progress update on End Goal: Play Soccer

Hey all my darlings! I have been progressing slowly on the running as I have not run in a long time and I have been detoxing from chemotherapy and hormone treatments for the last 4 months.

Ran 15 minutes Wednesday and Thursday
Ran 10 minutes Sunday
Walked at least 30 minutes each day of the week.
Strength trained Tuesday and Thursday.

Weight: 66.2 kg
Waist: 34 in
Hips: 37 in
Arms: L: 11 in  R:11 in
Thighs: L: 20.5 in  R: 20.5 in
Chest: 32 in

So from last week, I gained 0.6 kg, no change in inches except for thighs, where I lost 0.5 in per each thigh. So not much changed, but it is only a week. I will be increasing my running incrementally over the next few weeks, and maybe I will get to run outside, but alas, it is snowing again today! This week I will also be adding in stairs.

Left Facebook

Today I deleted my Facebook account in protest to the egregious malfeasance on the part of Cambridge Analytica and Facebook. I highly suggest that all users of Facebook download their account information and see what information FB is using. The fact that FB knew what CA was up to over 2 years ago and said nothing leaves me with a sick feeling in my stomach and strengthened the distaste I have felt about some of FB's activities for a few years. In light of this information about FB and CA, I saw a report that Mark Zuckerberg in 2004 called FB users f*ing idiots for trusting him back then. So you can see the nefarious intentions from the beginning. Had I have known this tidbit, I would never has signed up for FB in the first place. I am glad to be gone and will not be using WhatsApp or Instagram either as they are also owned by FB. Good riddance! I have recently signed up with 2 other social media sites: Mastodon and MeWe. Mastodon is open source while MeWe is much like FB, but without the intrusion. You can connect with me on both, Mastodon @emberlea and MeWe Emberlea McCulligh.


Wednesday, March 21, 2018

Places I've Been! Places I'm going! Dreams!

Hey all my lovelies! I am so excited about this post because I have never actually listed all the countries I have been to and the things I have experienced. I spent most of my life not traveling the world. I was a single mom for a long time and I truly adored being a mom, especially when you have  an awesome kid! Now I am 44, but my son turned 18 when I was 40, and I was so looking forward to traveling the world once he was grown (could not travel much while he was growing up for a myriad of reasons). Unfortunately, right before I turned 40 I discovered a lump (a large one) in my left breast. This has taken me on a 4 year journey so far that was in the beginning so stressful and like a non-stop roller coaster ride, but eventually slowed down. But the cancer journey really started my world travelling anyway (hint: never let anything stop you if you can from doing what you want). 

The very first country I visited was in 2003 and it was lovely Mexico. Two of my aunts, myself, my son and my cousin all went to a small town across the border called Cuidad Acuna. I absolutely loved it. The boys and I got to see a wedding, we shopped at a local craft fair and saw so much lovely architecture and met some amazing people. It was a whirlwind visit, over much too fast. I look forward to visiting Mexico more in the future.

 In 2015, a friend of mine offered me a trip to Puerto Rico and a cruise to the Caribbean. I had never been on a cruise, but I did enjoy it and I met my husband while on this particular trip. Puerto Rico was amazing, I loved every minute of the 17 days I was there. I went all over that beautiful island. I saw so many amazing things and enjoyed some truly gorgeous beaches! The only thing I did not like about the cruise was the limited time we had at each island. I would have loved to have seen the islands at night and had more time to talk to locals and see more, but there is always time to go back!

In late summer of 2015, I moved to Oslo, Norway. In October of 2015, I traveled to Riga, Latvia. What an amazing city! While there, we attended a tribute concert to John Lennon. Riga is a gorgeous city and the food is amazing, especially if you are vegetarian! 

I have seen quite a bit of Norway, but not as much as I would like to have seen as a few months after I arrived, I was diagnosed with metastatic cancer. That put off some of my travelling. The most beautiful place in Norway I have been is Geiranger Fjord. Absolutely breath taking! That was in May of 2016.

In June of 2016, we went to Bristol, England for We Love the 80's music festival. We stayed with some friends and went to Cheddar, England, I got to ride on a Harley Davidson hog through the beautiful English countryside. On that trip we also saw the world's first suspension bridge in Bristol. We also had a tour of the not even open yet Bristol City stadium (football, y'all, or soccer as the Yanks say!)

In July of 2016, I went to Nice, France with a friend. We stayed at the beach for 2 blissful, beautiful, hot days and ate wonderful French food and drank delicious French wine. Quick beach trip, but such fun! There was a decadent craft market with all kinds of lovely things. I spent quite a bit on some lovely items!

In March of 2017, I went on a girls trip (jentetur in Norwegian) to ICELAND!!! One of my all time favorite countries! I spent an amazing 4 days visiting the Blue Lagoon, walking and driving around Reykjavik. So many cool things to see and do! We also went to the Thingvir national park to see the famous three waterfalls and to see the geysers! Amazing! Beware if you are vegetarian or vegan in Iceland, it is very expensive. The island is mostly volcanic rock so veg is very costly! I want to revisit when it is summer time! I see enough snow and ice here in Norway! LOL

In June of 2016, we went to Skopelos, Greece. OMG, the food, the food, the food. So good, so tasty, so heavenly! That is what I remember most! LOL, I do love food! On the island of beautiful Skopelos, we took the Mamma Mia tour, and I walked all the hundreds of stairs up to the famous church. Quite an accomplishment I thought given that I was still in chemotherapy treatment! Highly recommend!

In August 2016, we went camping in Dovre Mountain. It was rainy and cold, and there was still snow and ice on the ground! We had a good time, but no fires were allowed so that kind of took away the fun for me. I am a woman who loves a good fire when I am camping! Besides, you cannot make s'mores if there is no fire!

Now I am on to my next big adventure! I am about to spend 7 days in Dublin, Ireland! I cannot wait! I am so very excited. This is the country my forebears came from! This is a trip I have been looking forward to all of my life! And, this will be my very first solo trip ever! This is a big deal for me, as it has been one of my fears for a long time. But I have to face this fear head on and just do it! If you want to see any pictures of these trips, please visit my Facebook page. Just search my name!

All right lovelies, must get on with my day, still have running to do and a house to clean! Blessings and Namaste!

Monday, March 19, 2018

Poetry March 19 2018

This morning I was watching a video and all of sudden I was so inspired to write some poetry. This is the first time in many years that I have felt that spark of inspiration to create poetry. I am not a professional poet, but I felt the flow of the Universe speaking through me and in 15 minutes I wrote 4 different poems. I cannot tell you how exhilarating it was to have that inspiration. I am so grateful and I hope this happens again!

I hope it inspires you or moves you in some way. Please comment and let me know what you think.

Vision                                                                 Cancer
My life                                                                Cancer tries to hold me down
my love                                                               but my soul cries out NO!
my hurt                                                                I will NOT be held back
my pain                                                               I will dance, I will rejoice
driving                                                                For the TRUTH is...
seeking                                                                I am ALIVE!
seeing                                                                  I am ALIVE!
a way                                                                   I am ALIVE!
to light                                                                 And the TRUTH sets me free!
to dreams
not reality                                                         Love
but what                                                            Love is my guide, my partner, my confidant, my joy
can be                                                                I dance, I cry, I hurt, I dream, I rejoice, I exclaim!
That is my vision of me.                                   Because I am LOVE, you are LOVE, we are all LOVE
                                                                          Now and forever, Rejoice, Love, Sing, Dance
My joy                                                              Make your heart burst with LOVE!
my grief
my longing                                                       Infinite
my fear                                                             Who do YOU think YOU are?
driving                                                              asks the world, society, parents, teachers, friends
seeking                                                             mocking, condescending, unkind, unloving...
seeing                                                               I am INFINITE! say I in defiance!
the way                                                             I am anything I can DREAM say in defiance.
to light
to dreams
not reality
but what
will be
That is my vision of me.

End Goal; Play Football (or Soccer) in 1 year!

Hey hey hey all my beautiful peeps out there in the big, beautiful world! I have set some major end goals to achieve in the next year and here is one that I am starting today! I want to play football for a semi-professional women's team in 1 year. This may seem like a daunting task, but I believe in myself and really need to get my fitness level up and going since finishing chemotherapy about 4 months ago. This is day 1 and I am revamping my eating plan, my work out plan and how I treat my body from here on out. I have a long way to go, but I just know I can do it! I have the boots, the ball, the kit and the grit! Today I am getting into the running game slowly by completing three 5 minute all out runs. p.s. I have not run in a LONG time. I just completed the first one and am feeling pretty good. I do not want to push too much to decrease the chances I will hurt myself, so easy as she goes is my mantra this week.



What are your big end goals you want to accomplish this year? Keep an eye on progress reports and maybe even some video footage from me as the months go by! Having metastatic cancer is not going to stop me from doing everything I want to do!

Here is a link to some of what I will be doing in the weeks and months to come! womens-soccer-conditioning  Wish me luck! I am gonna need it, maybe ;)

Here are my stats as of today! I will post weekly to show if I am making improvements or not!

Age: 44
Weight: 65.6 kg
Chest: 32 in
Waist: 34 in
Hips: 37 in
Arms: L - 11 in  R - 11 in
Thighs: L - 21 in R - 21 in

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

Stephen Hawking Rest In Peace

Sadness, but so much gratitude as well, that is what I feel as I learn about the death of Stephen Hawking. He brought such knowledge, humor and light to the world. His love of physics made the difficult subject accessible to all. He truly was an amazing man and is one of my heroes of this world. Tonight I will be lighting a candle and burning some incense for this most amazing man. He also did a lot for sufferers of ALS and defied his doctors by living so much longer than he was told he would. He showed us all that there is hope. Thank you for all you did, all that you were and all you will do in the hereafter.

Friday, March 9, 2018

End Needless Suffering NOW!




A wonderful way to stop suffering needlessly! Please watch and share the magnificent Mr. Morty Lefkoe's message of hope in this world!